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Tribulations and trepidations of Jesus, the man....

I, too, found life on earth as a human being difficult at times, for I was subject to the same laws as you are, I had to fight against the same weaknesses and temptations, and it was not always easy to face up to them even though My heart was full of love and was therefore permeated by divine strength when I needed it. But hours of psychological distress were also part of My journey through life and had I not experienced it like you, I would not have been as 'human' as you either.... My soul had to go through the process of spiritualisation on earth which led to My complete unification with the Father, the complete becoming as One with Him. Although My soul had indeed come from above, it nevertheless had come into flesh with all its immature substances which every material shell basically consists of, and all these substances had to spiritualise themselves, for the body with all its wishes and cravings exerted an extraordinary influence on the soul which was unable to ignore these temptations but had to bear up against them.... just as is the task of the human soul who wants to take the path of following Jesus in order to release themselves from sin and death. However, the battles I had to go through were difficult and My earthly progress often weighed Me down like an overwhelming burden which wanted to make Me doubt that I would ever be able to travel this path until the end. Time and again I drew strength from love.... For by virtue of My love and its consequences I also foresaw the difficult path I had to take, I foresaw the suffering and death on the cross as well as the people's spiritual state who nailed Me on the cross.... And yet I had to continue My path until the end.... Time and again I had to endeavour to master My fears and weaknesses and cling to the Father to strengthen Me in every adversity of body and soul, for I experienced all these tribulations like you and even far more severely, because My life surrounded by sinful humanity was already a torture for Me, Who lived in all purity in the midst of those for whom I wanted to suffer and die.

However, the more My body matured, the deeper became My soul's union with the Father Who was in Me, and the clearer became My mission, which I indeed began as a 'human being' but concluded as 'God' and which I was able to accomplish because the strength in Me grew constantly, just as the love for the unhappy human race became greater the nearer I got to the end. And Love was the strength which made Me accomplish the act of Salvation; Love was the Father in Me Whose will I wanted to fulfil in order to help My fallen brothers. I consciously travelled My earthly path, at first I only had vague ideas and every now and then bright thoughts and insights; yet the more the spiritualisation progressed in Me the clearer I saw the plan of Salvation on account of which I had descended from the kingdom of light to Earth. But as long as human substances were still clinging to My body I also had to endure human suffering and torments which, last but not least, also included the inner distress of not being able to cope with My task.... for I knew what it would mean were I to fail in the battle against the one who was, is and will remain everyone's enemy for eternities to come. Yet I gained victory over him, I took on the battle with incredible pain and suffering and constantly gained more strength because My love for you also kept growing since you must suffer until you are released from him and his power. My strength grew as My love intensified.... And so you humans know that you can only draw the strength for your earthly task from love, for My adversary will always try to weaken you by driving you into unkindness, by wanting to prevent you by any means to carry out an act of love in order to keep you weak.... But then remember that I, too, have struggled against him, and that he also tried to weaken Me through trepidations and anxious questioning of whether I would have the strength for My mission. Then turn to Me for help and appeal to Me for strength against the enemy of your soul and for every battle in life, be it of an earthly or spiritual nature.... And you will not ask in vain, for I will truly grant everyone's prayer who calls to Me in his distress....

Amen

PATNJE I NESPOKOJSTVA ISUSA, ČOVJEKA....

Meni je, također, život na Zemlji kao ljudsko biće bio ponekad težak, jer bio Sam podložan istim zakonima poput vas, morao Sam se boriti protiv istih slabosti i kušnji, i nije uvijek bilo lako suočiti se sa njima premda je Moje srce bilo puno Ljubavi i bilo je prema tome prožeto od strane Božanske Ljubavi kada Sam ju potrebovao. Ali časovi psihološke ojađenosti/iscrpljenosti su također bili dio Mojeg putovanja kroz život i da ju nisam doživio poput vas, Ja isto tako ne bi bio onako ‘human’ kao što vi jeste.... Moja duša je trebala proći kroz proces produhovljavanja na Zemlji koji je vodio do Mojeg potpunog sjedinjavanja sa Ocem, potpunog postajanja Jedno sa Njime. Premda je Moja duša doista došla od gore, ona je unatoč tome došla u tijelo sa svim njegovim nezrelim supstancama od kojih se svaka materijalna čahura temeljno sastoji, i sve ove supstance su morale sebe produhoviti, jer tijelo je sa svim njegovim željama i žudnjama vršilo izvanredan pritisak na dušu koja je bila nesposobna zanemariti ove kušnje nego se sa njima trebala nositi.... baš kao što je to zadatak ljudske duše koja se želi zaputiti stazom praćenja Isusa da bi sebe oslobodila od grijeha i smrti.

Međutim, borbe kroz koje Sam morao proći su bile teške i Moj zemaljski napredak Me često pritiskao poput preteškog tereta koji je htio učiniti da sumnjam kako ću ikada biti sposoban putovati ovom stazom sve do kraja. Opet i iznova Sam crpio snagu iz Ljubavi.... Jer vrlinom Moje Ljubavi i njezinim posljedicama Ja Sam također predvidio težak put kojim Sam se morao zaputiti, Ja Sam predvidio patnju i smrt na Križu baš kao i duhovno stanje ljudi koji su Me prikucali na Križ.... A ipak Ja Sam morao nastaviti Mojom stazom sve do kraja.... Opet i iznova Sam morao nastojati savladati Moje strahove i slabosti i prionuti uz Oca da Me osnaži u svakoj nevolji duše i tijela, jer Ja Sam doživio sve ove patnje/nevolje poput vas i čak daleko više teško, budući je Moj život okružen sa grešnim čovječanstvom već bio mučenje za Mene, Koji Sam živio u svoj čistoći sred onih za koje Sam želio patiti i umrijeti.

Međutim, što je više Moje tijelo sazrijevalo, to je dublje postalo sjedinjenje Moje duše sa Ocem Koji je bio u Meni, i jasnija je postala Moja misija, koju Sam doista započeo kao ‘ljudsko biće’ no zaključio ju kao ‘Bog’ i koju Sam bio sposoban ostvariti budući je snaga u Meni rasla neprestano, baš ka što je Ljubav spram nesretne ljudske rase postajala veća što Sam se više približavao kraju. I Ljubav je bila snaga koja je omogućila da ostvarim čin Spasenja; Ljubav je bio Otac u Meni Čiju Sam volju želio ispuniti kako bi pomogao Mojoj paloj braći. Svjesno Sam putovao Mojom zemaljskom stazom, isprva Sam imao jedino mutne ideje i onda svako tu i tamo blistave misli i uvide; ipak što je više produhovljavanje u Meni napredovalo to Sam jasnije vidio plan Spasenja naračun kojeg Sam sišao iz kraljevstva svjetla na Zemlju. Ali sve dok su ljudske supstance i dalje prianjale uz Moje tijelo Ja Sam također morao otrpjeti ljudske patnje i mučenja koja su, kao posljednju po redu ali ne i po važnosti, također uključivala unutarnju patnju kako neću biti sposoban nositi se sa Mojim zadatkom.... jer znao Sam što bi to značilo kada bi podbacio u borbi protiv onoga (Sotone) koji je bio, i ostao svačiji neprijatelj u vječnostima koje će doći. Ipak izvojevao Sam pobjedu nad njime, ušao Sam u borbu sa nevjerojatnom boli i patnjom i neprestano zadobijao više snage budući je Moja Ljubav spram vas također nastavila rasti budući vi morate trpjeti sve dok niste oslobođeni od njega i njegove moći. Moja snaga je rasla kako se Moja Ljubav jačala.

I zato vi ljudi znate da možete crpsti snagu za vaš zemaljski zadatak jedino iz Ljubavi, jer Moj protivnik će uvijek pokušati oslabiti vas tako što će vas uvesti u neljubaznost/nemilosrdnost, tako što će vas htjeti spriječiti svim sredstvima da ostvarite jedan čin Ljubavi kako bi vas održao slabima.... Ali onda se prisjetite da Sam se Ja, također, morao boriti protiv njega, i da Me on također pokušao oslabiti kroz nespokojstva i tjeskobno zapitkivanje da li ću imati snage za Moju misiju. Onda se okrenite Meni za pomoć i apelirajte Mi za snagu protiv neprijatelja vaše duše i za svaku borbu u životu, bila ona zemaljske ili duhovne prirode.... I vi nećete tražiti uzalud, jer Ja ću doista uslišiti molitvu svakoga tko Me zazove u njegovoj nevolji.

AMEN