Ja Sam želio patiti namjesto vas i prema tome Sam Sebe svjesno pripremio za umiranje na Križu.... Bio Sam svjestan iznimno mučne staze patnje kojom Sam se trebao zaputiti kako bi vas iskupio od nevolje i smrti.... Pred-vidio Sam sve, ništa što Sam trebao otrpjeti nije bilo skriveno od Mene, a ipak, Ja Sam hodao spram toga.... Nisam Sebe odbranio, nisam pobjegao od opasnosti nego Sam joj se svjesno približio. Ja nisam samo predvidio slijed Mojeg čina Spasenja, predvidio Sam nemoć i jaram koji su držali Moje žive tvorevine dolje u ogromnoj nevolji i kojima Sam Ja jedino mogao donijeti izbavljenje kroz Moju patnju i smrt na Križu....
Sve je stajalo bistro i jasno pred Mojim duhovnim okom, brutalna sila Mojega protivnika (Sotone), beskrajna razdaljina palih bića od Boga koja se neprestano povećavala.... Ugledao Sam mrklu tamu s jedne strane i najblistavije svjetlo i sreću na drugoj.... Ja Sam bio došao iz svjetla i također Sam ga želio odnijeti u tamu, ipak ovo je potrebovalo most, Ja Sam morao ponuditi nešto u zamjenu kako bi bio ovlašten podići mučene duše iz bezdana na svjetlo.... Ja Sam morao koristiti Moj život kako bi kupio život za bijedna stvorenja. Staza samo-požrtvovnosti je bila jedina opcija.... žrtva najvećeg dobra kojeg Sam posjedovao.... Mojeg života, poradi Ljubavi spram onih koji su bili mrtvi kao posljedica grijeha. Ja Sam morao platiti za njihov život sa Mojim životom....
Sve je stajalo bistro i jasno pred Mojim očima, iz ovog razloga Sam Ja već prije trpio užasno, jer, kako Sam bio čovjek, bio Sam stvoren sa istim osjećajima kao vi.... sa strahom od smrti, od užasne patnje i od Samog Sebe, da bi mogao postati iscrpljen, da Moja snaga može biti neće biti dovoljna i da bi Moja pala braća morala ostati u najvećoj nevolji ako bi Ja podbacio....
Međutim, što se bliže dan događaja približavao to je više Moja snaga rasla.... Moja snaga je rasla kao i Moja Ljubav spram bijedne ljudske rase, čiju Sam patnju Ja prepoznao svakog dana sve više.... I premda Sam povremeno bio zahvaćen od strane slabosti napomol onog što je bilo preda Mnom, Moja volja unatoč tome nije oslabila da dovrši djelo kojeg je započela.... Jer ljudski dio Mene je bio u kontaktu sa Ocem u svako vrijeme, Koji me prožeo sa snagom tako da je Moja snaga postala rastuće više silna i konačno Sam umro svjesno, budući Sam također shvatio kako smrt mora biti prevladana i da je to također bio Moj zadatak....
Staza ka Križu je bila gorka i prepuna mučenja, jer Ja Sam morao proći kroz vrloduboku tamu kako bi otvorio kapije u kraljevstvo svjetla za sve one koji su se željeli uzdići iz bezdana na svjetlo.... Međutim, kao ljudsko biće Sam morao otrpjeti nagorču patnju i muku kako bi pomogao vama, koji, bez Mojeg djela Spasenja, bez Moje smrti na križu, bili nepovratno izgubljeni.... To je zašto je Moje postojanje kao ljudsko biće bilo tako užasno žalosno, jer od trenutka kada je Otac otkrio Sebe u Mojoj ljudskoj čahuri Ja Sam također bio svjestan svega što Me čekalo, a ipak Sam dobrovoljno hodao stazom ka Križu, jer ne Očeva volja nego Moja Ljubav spram palih bića Me nagnala ostvariti djelo Spasenja, i ova Ljubav Mi je dala snagu da ustrajem sve do časa smrti.
AMEN
TranslatorI wanted to suffer on your behalf and therefore consciously prepared Myself for dying on the cross.... I was aware of the exceedingly arduous path of suffering I had to take in order to redeem you from adversity and death.... I foresaw everything, nothing I had to endure was hidden from Me, and yet, I walked towards it.... I did not defend Myself, I did not escape the danger but consciously approached it. I not only foresaw the sequence of My act of Salvation, I foresaw the weakness and bondage which kept My living creations down in immense adversity and to whom I could only bring deliverance through My suffering and death on the cross....
Everything stood brightly and clearly before My spiritual eye, the brutal power of My adversary, the fallen beings' abysmal distance from God which constantly increased.... I saw pitch-black darkness on one side and brightest light and happiness on the other.... I had come from the light and also wanted to carry it into the darkness, yet this necessitated a bridge, I had to offer something in exchange in order to be entitled to lift the tormented souls out of the abyss into the light.... I had to use My life in order to buy life for the wretched creatures. The path of self-sacrifice was the only option.... the sacrifice of the highest good I possessed.... My life, for the sake of love for those who were dead as the consequence of sin. I had to pay for their life with My life....
Everything stood brightly and clearly before My eyes, for this reason I already suffered dreadfully before, because, being human, I was created with the same emotions as you.... with the fear of death, of the appalling suffering and of Myself, that I might get exhausted, that My strength might not be enough and that My fallen brothers would have to remain in the great adversity were I to fail....
However, the nearer the day of the happening came the more My strength grew.... My strength grew like My love for the wretched human race, whose hardship I recognised every day more.... And even though I was sporadically seized by weakness in view of what was ahead of Me, My will nevertheless did not weaken to finish the work which I had started.... For the human part of Me kept in contact with the Father at all times, Who permeated Me with strength so that My love became increasingly more powerful and I finally died fully consciously, because I also realised that death had to be overcome and that this was My task as well....
The path to the cross was bitter and excruciating, for I had to go through profound darkness in order to open the gate into the kingdom of light for all those who wanted to ascend from the abyss into the light.... However, as a human being I had to endure the most bitter suffering and torment in order to help you, who, without My act of Salvation, without My death on the cross, would have been irretrievably lost.... This is why My earthly existence as a human was so tremendously sorrowful, for from the moment the Father had revealed Himself in My physical shell I was also aware of everything that awaited Me, and yet I voluntarily walked the path to the cross, for not the Father's will but My love for the fallen beings impelled Me to accomplish the act of Salvation, and this love gave Me the strength to persevere until the hour of death....
Amen
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